4 berlian's class partay!

One Malaysia

bummed

All people in my life is running away.Faded away as the day pass by.Everyone.What goes wrong?I’m a failure in life about socializing.back then I have bestfriends who I really really loved.i feel secure when I was with them.they were my everything.i enjoyed every second with them.i guess my love just wasted all this while as God unmasked them.back then,i put all the blame on them because of my unhappiness.i suffer a lot.i was mentally distracted and abused mentally.i had the trauma in the heart as one by one of bestfriends left me in hatred.maybe they did not choose that way.maybe I’m the one who likes to make everything worse.true that.maybe they’re not entirely wrong.maybe I’m just be selfish and hyperactive.that’s the way I roll.i used to think that they ruined my teenage life.i wasn’t happy at all.my days coloured in gray and only one of two of my classmates strengthen my heart.tell me how does it feels when your bestfriends stabbed in at the back?when they have duo personalities?angel in front sataan behind?i thought they were different.i thought they were truly my bestfriends.i was fucking wrong.they were not truthful to me.i really thought that I could trust them.thats why I’m not blaming them as I can’t achieve my happiness because of my own foolness.i was fool not to know the real them.i was fool to hide my true feelings about them.i was fool to call them my bestfriends.i was fool to trust them.i don’t blame them anymore.it was all my fault.i expected to receive the same amount of love I gave to them.daddy was right.we can’t make everybody to follow our way.people are different.why can’t I face the fact?easy.because I was really blind.now we are even.i don’t blame them no more.but one thing for sure,I will never wanna see their faces ever in my life as I’m trying to forget my ruined teenage life.i’ve learnt a lot.i thank them as I gained more experiences and I’m stronger than ever.i will never revenge.i believe in karma and God will show them how I felt back then.it’s just the matter of time.all I do now is just to sit back and watch what will happen

quiet

She's different from the rest of the girls. She's not fake
& she likes to dance, sing, & act crazy with her friends.
She will overanalyze everything you can possibly say,
she can argue. She doesn't like drama & can live without it &
the people that cause it. But the one thing that she will never
understand is why he can't love her the way that she loves him.

random

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
mal-ass


2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there?
daddy's books

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
wipeot babeh!

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
11.30 i guess hihi

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11.26 haha close enough

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the backhoe outside

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
last nite went to the shop to buy a tin of coke

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
your tube haha

9. What are you wearing?
harvard t-shirt with shorts haha aku tak mandi lagi weehoo

10. Did you dream last night?
don't think so

11. When did you last laugh?
just now-when i called lina

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
a lot of photos

13. Seen anything weird lately?
yeah fahrin is weird:O

14. What do you think of this quiz?
i got no other things to do so yeah to me its okayy

15. What is the last film you saw?
uhhhh?ummmm can't remember it was quite a long time ago

16.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
all the things they had on earth hihi:PP

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
u don't have to know anything punkd

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
help to save mother earth and support breast cancer foundation more than before

19. Do you like to dance?
not really i suck in dancing

20. George Bush:
is !@$%^&*()(*&^#$%

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
marinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn:P

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
ihyas

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
i want to but i love msia.tanah tumpah darahku:D

maaflah aku tak dengar

ape?sekarang dah menyesal?bila kau buat salah fuhh tak ingat dunia.aku nie macam nak mati ingat dekat kau.kau ade fikir SIKIT pun pasal aku?setahu aku tak langsung hapak pun takde kan?baguslah.aku nie je yang tergedik gedik ingat kau bestfriend aku.pegi mampus.aku memang bodoh.nampak sangat kau dah bahagia dengan hidup kau.aku tak faham kenape kau tak boleh nampak ape yang kau ade dalam hidup kau.KAU TAK BERSYUKUR.kawan2 kau still lagi care and sayang kat aku although kau dah blah.macam orang tak siuman kau buat kawan2 kau.siang malam try nak reach kau tapi kau?kau buat ape?kau buat bodoh.kau tak habis2 dengan perkataan people change and life must move one.GTH.aku ingat kau pandai bermain dengan psychology.rupanya tak.aku memang selama nie bodoh pun sebab dekatkan diri dengan kau n anggap kau bff aku.kenape kau berubah?senang kan cakap tak guna otak?kau kata kau dah tanak percaya saape2 lagi.OK BAGUS LA.AKU MEMANG TAK KESAH PUN.tapi yang dimusykilkan tu,ade la dua tiga kerat yang kau boleh pulak nak percaya?entah2 itulah syaiton yang menghasut kau selama ni tak?entahlah aku pun xtau nak cakap ape.hidup aku habis dipunahkannya.aku dah TAK ADE SEMANGAT KAU TAU TAK.kau tau aku sedih dengan hidup aku.kau tahu macam mane hidup aku tahun nie.hidup aku RUNTUH BERKECAI!kau lagi nak menambahkan sakit aku.sekarang nie orang lain rase ape aku rase.aku malas dh nak bukak mulut pasal kau.aku lagi lame rase ape yang orang2 yang kau baru buat sekarang nie.sebab aku lagi lama kawan dengan kau.aku pendam je aku malas nk cakap.aku ingat kau selalu ade sokong aku tak kira la bila2 pun.RUPANYA AKU SILAP.SEBAB AKU BODOH PERGI PERCAYA KAT KAU.sekarang nie,bukan salah kau,salah aku aku dan AKU.sebab aku bodoh dan tak guna otak fikir kau macam mane sebenarnya

sesalan tak berguna

banyak benda dalam hidup nie aku menyesal
aku menyesal tak dengarr cakap mama jangan put your friends first
inilah jadinya
aku jugak yang merana
aku dah xpercaya langsung lagi dah
dekat sesiapa
kau mintak maaf,aku peduli apa
kau tak tau hati aku yang sakit merana bagai nak gila
semua kecoh2 tapi aku diam je
malas aku
nak fikir pasal orang macam kau?
BUANG MASA
baik aku fikir pasal study ke ape
inilah hakikat dunia
bila buat baik,pehhh orang pijak kepala macam kita nie babu die
sedaappnya kann?
jangan nak hipokrit belagak baik sana sini padahal awak tu syaiton
aku tak pandang
kepala kau pun tak ingin aku nk pandang
sekali kau cari nahas,alamat lingkup la hidup kau
tuhan ade balasannya
kau percaya KARMA?aku rase orang mcm kau tau bnda2 nie tapi bodoh tk boleh fikir
hari ni mungkin hari kau,esok lusa hari aku
aku hanya tunggu balasan tuhan yang memang tuhan dah tetapkan orang yang buat kejahatan akan dibalas dengan kebrurukan
dan apabila masa dah tiba dan kau dah dapat balasannya
itu lah mase aku GELAK BESARR
jadi kau doalah banyak2 supaya bala tak menimpa hidup kau lepas nie

EZZA IS FREE FROM EXAM!

yeahhhh boii
yippi yai yay yay!
at last
the tortureness is over
ahhhh

blue sands

it's on my head day and night
it has been a motivater for me
to lead this life
to move on with life
to be a better person someday somehow
it gives me strength not to give up and i have to find another way to be happier one day
it makes me think are my loved ones will understand me well and will i ever get to marry my handsome friend one day
the question now is will i ever get to be like the blue sands after all
blue sands symbolize perfection-having a great life with lovely people
it makes me think wisely and be a stronger person better than yesterday
thank you blue sands for having such a lovely melody

ash's open house

it was a lot of fun fun FUN!
jyeahhh
best gila sebab ade all those monkeys of mine yang bernama ariff faez syed ali fadhli jijo ramli reza pastu ade maria and my senior bernice
omg havoc kan?
hahaha so ash showed us the whole house of hers smpai masuk bilik tido and toilet skali siyal!
the food;damn marvellous la cakap!
cendol ade roti canai panas2 tuuu hahaha
thosai la rojak la fuyoh mcm nak mati aku makan tadi!hahaha
memang best gila harini and thanx to all those gang gila2

sabtuue 17 octopus

banyak betul open house nanti
here's the schedule haha
10 am-syria's house
1 pm-kawan jijie kat brickfield kot
1 pm-yam's house
2 pm-mama's friend in bangi
3 pm-ash's house
4 pm-kakak sofea's house
4 pm-suraya and ayoi's house
6pm till midnight-partay at nisha's house haha
so macamane nie?
haha
aku sendiri pun tak tau mane satu yang nak kene pegi

rindu,

nur arinna wahid
hakim wahid
hakim othman hambali ahmad
suhaila abidin
estel
elerric
maryah
aqill ariifien
nabil baharin
weh u guys rindu kan nak main badminton malam2 pastu balik lambat pastu lepak kat ghufran tengok the whole damansara from the hill kan
we're all busy and have no time for all these anymore damn

decision DECISION

nak pegi skolah ke tak nie?
pegi ke x?
pegi ke x?
ya allah malas betul aku
tapi kang bila tak pegi,aku boring pulak haha

i know this typical girl

she's more or less just like me
she walks with no smile on her face
telling people how sucks our live is
worrying all day long
paranoid about unimportant stuff
weak at night
ego is the pride for both of us

pertunangan anizah zainal

congrats to my acu,anizah sebab on 7th of nov she will be engaged!yeah
bestnya tadi pegi cari baju utk acu sume!
esok lagi la banyak barang nak beli
i love you cu!
haha
selamat berbahgia

whaddup ma people

tonight
first of all,i'm gonna study
cewah macam la aku nie org yg berstudy hahaha
lepas study sikit,
i'm gonna partay all night long hahaha
i hope all the food kat rumah elerric cukup la k
i can't wait to see them!
i miss those setans ahaha
my arinna suhaila nabil hambali hakim estel sume pun aku rindu=)

sabar separuh dari imann ezza

tak sabar sabar sebab nak makan next week punya la banyak open house yeahh!rumah sue la rumah nisha rumah ash la rumah hakim lagi haha sume pun aku nak pegi1aku kan suka makan hahahaha tak sabarrrrrrrr okay=)

3 Oct<3

;D

i keep reminding myself

that this life ain't a fairytale
not all love story has a happy ending
but i guess it is just so hard to take it that way
i'm still living in the world of fantasy
dreaming about a good life while obviously the world is becoming more cruel day by day
i have to stop hoping that people that i truly love will love me back the way i love them
i've learnt my lesson that people change
i saw them changing with my naked eyes
alhamdulillah Allah gave a sign and showed me the truth
although the truth hurts but still i have to move on
i was emotionally distracted
seriously
i don't have the virtue to lead my everyday life
than goodness i have this amazing bestfriend of mine
banyak dah die tolong
aizad also,he never stops from building my strength back
i don't look back nowadays
what is passed is passed
i will never turn back
i'll never change back
i'll never give a damn to you motherfuckers
i won't

hari ini

damn penat siyal harini.i was forced to get up early about 7 something camtu kot damn damn dah la malam tadi tido pkul 3 lebih.gila mengantok aku!pastu mama ajak makan dekat ayza la hahaha favourite guaa hahaha then dah makan balik kejap pulak sebab phone tertinggal pastu pergi bangi pegi ambil ubat dinie pastu datang kajang balik buat specs mama pastu pegi parkson pulak cari cookie jar bla bla and jojo and fifi punya hadiah.all the things kat parkson like not good enough.as i was waiting for mama,aku tertido la pulak hahaha memang mengantuk gila pastu pegi jusco pulak adoi nie sebab present for jojo dengan fifie la nie haha pastu beli la kan sebab dah takde other great choices pastu balik rumah.pastu ya call pulak suruh dtg rumah die and WAJIB pakai baju kurung.aku macam shit betul mas tu.aku pun tukarla baju pastu tak jadi pegi pulak.pegi saujana pi jumpe nisaa dgn miyra alahai budak kecik dua ekor nie xboleh kuar pulak ahaii bukannya nak bgtau awal2 sabar je la aku haaa.pastu terserempak pulak dengan syira and tah sape kawan die.pastu aku hantarkan la kawan die tu balik aha aku kan memang baik dalam menghabiskan petrol kereta hahaha pastu kredit phone habis pulak arghh shit pegi pulak 7-11 dengan syira.terbang rm10 aku aduhhh pastu hantar syira balik.pastu balik rumah,aku rest la kejap.legaaaaaa.pastu malam aku kene pegi putarjaya pulak jemput emma.macam shit betul minah nie hahaha tadelah emma baik!hahaha pastu dah jemput emma pegi makan la pulak dengan papa n dinie pastu pegi tmn tun pulak hantar emma pastu jemput aidil yang nk balik saujana hahaha pastu mama suruh pegi tesco pulak beli groceries dan akhirnya aku smpai jua di rumah.amin.haha

you don't know

that i cry at night
i'm hurt when u just put me aside

regreted

damn
why do i have to drink coffee today?
damn damn damnnn
it's like i can't control myself from drinking it
ahaii macam drugs pulak
now my heartbeat is getting faster
alahai mane pulak ubat nie
jap jap cari ubat

aku merana macamnie la

alahai bila la korang nak blah nie
aku dah la lemas nie
tunggang langgang hidup aku korang buat
tak cukup tido pulak tuue
cepat la balik

malam dua puluh empat sep

malammm nie best gilaa i thought that i was dreaming la got lah my 3 friends nie poyo2 je la kan kata nak dtg kajang ingatkan bohong je omg sekali tu betul2 omg best gila last night my 3 crazy friends nie ya allah tak habis2 dengan jokes diaorang omg best gila!tapi sayang betul xdpt nk stay longer!thanx to them la kan sebab susah2 dtg kajang hahaha and this 3 monkeys are the best!they rock!:D

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

oh mann
it's gonna be so LAME
seriously
everybody is like so not in the mood of rayaing betul tak?
raise up your hands if you say yes dude!
aha i know there's plenty of u agree with this
i mean cmon bapak lame la lepas raya
then exam
WTH?
pastu masa raya takut gila nak enjoy lebih2 tak ingat dunia
kang mase exam memang sucks la kan
haha
well my preparation for raya is a lil bit like dimmed je
mommy hasn't buy anything macam kuih ke ape
ttapi cookie jar yang dibel!
ya allah sebesar alamm
tapi kuihnya tiada
so sekarang nie i'm so looking forward to eat tante rose punya cornflakes
i've never miss it every year!
but few days ago i thought i;m not gonna taste her kuih lagi!
aha damnn
i was so frustrated!
but suddenly kakak suhaila called me up and die kata nanti die buatkan!
oh man kakak suhaila i love you!<3
because of her,my dimmed spirit for rayaing macam not so dimmed la haha
KUIH CORNFLAKES RULES!

ashwini the birthday gal

omg shit gila aku nie
lupa la on 8 sep 09 die punya bithday
aku pun bangang sebab die dah hint2 aku pasal birthday die tapi aku buat dek je
ahaha
ashwini i'm so sorry!
hahahaha
i know i'm a bad friend hahaha
but still i wished u ayte
SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ASHWINI ARUMUGAM!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

macam aku peduli sangat

sekarang nie ramai yang nak populariti
sampai sanggup mati
sampai sanggup ludah kat muka kawan sejati
apa yang bagus sangat benda kau kejar?
setakat famous sementara baik tak payah la setaan
baik kau balik kampung tanam jagung lagi baik
tak ke mana kau tu
contohnya kalau kat myspace,
sekarang nie semua manusia berlumba nak ada myspace la facebook la ym la itu la ini la
siyal rimas aku
biar mati ah benda tu!
setakat nak ade bnda alah semua tu just nak glamor sana sini
dedah itu ini
baik dengan orang tu baik dengan orang nie
baik tapayah
jadi diri sendiri la derr
aku memang tau aku bukannya baik sangat pun tapi aku memang suke tengok perwatakan orang
yang diperbodohkan,orang memperbodohkan dan sama2 pun bodoh
haaaa lagi satu punya hal
kau nak cakap aku sombong ?
kau cakap ah
aku peduli ape
siapa yang kenal aku baru la tau aku camane
aku peduli ape kau nak cakap ape belakang aku
senang cerita,aku tak kacau kau kau tak kacau aku
haaaaa
siyal betul sesetengah manusia sekarang
sanggup aniaya kawan sendiri sebab mamat2 yang die kenal kat myspace
si polan nie kata yang mamat tu kawan dgn dia dulu la
si polan lagi satu nie kata äku kawan dulu dengan die la
ahhhh pegi mampus
kalau aku,aku biarkan je
lantak kau nak kawan dengan sape
tengok kau dapat tak cari kawan sejati!
rimas aku dengan benda nie
siapa tahu,ade la minah nie,lepas die buat myspace la facebook la
fuhhhh tak ingat dunia
kira macam semua orang suke kat die la
sampai kawan lame lupaaa doe!
aniaya kawan lame pulak tu!
ape nak jadiiii
yang dia lagi agungkan die punya kawan kat internet
memang lupa diri dah la
alangkah bagusnya kalau kita semua kat dunia nie tak kene aniaya dengan orang sebegini
nampaknya bukan semua orang
ade segelintir yang dah kena
hahaha
sabar je lah

THE FRAY

i have been admiring these guys like so a long tyme ago
these guys really rocks
and their music
pehhh wa cakap dengan lu!
their musics really make me think about my life,the people around me and such
i listen to their songs like what?every night before i sleep i guess
in their album,there are 10 tracks-aren't enough for me actually:)
well there is one song which really reminds me of ah:D
"YOU FOUND ME" can really makes me cry-serious siyal
the second track is happiness
i hope one day they'll be heading to malaysia because i know they have many fans out there including MEEEE!
but that day,i watched them live on stage during the american music award(kalau x salah la)
it was suckish mayn!
yeahh
macam x best la pulak kan bila live x sedap!
but nevermind
i still want them to perform here in malaysia!
THE FRAY ROCKS BEBEH!

BORED.

arghhhhh
i am so bored
i'm not in the mood to finish up my homework
i'm not in the mood to clean up my room
my mum has been forcing me to clean it up since like-a few weeks ago
aha fuck me
but i am in the mood to be presence on myspace and this shit thang haha
and i'm also in the mood of talking!
jyeahhh
so jast now i've called up shaz and now!
who's my next victim?
hahaha just wait for my cell num to appear on your phone
oh my goodness i'm also looking forward to go to bangsar and meet my cousins
and hell yeah i'm also bloody looking forward for a nice AYAM GOLEK in bangsar for buka puasa
*oh man my tummy is grouling now
well i'm very sleepy
but i can't sleep
the clock shows 2.05 pm
i'm still wearing shorts and big t-shirt
and i haven't bathe yet haha
this house is full of silence today
arghhh memang la boring gila
dini is having her tuiton
long yana is probably asleep kot
aaaaaaahhh:(
babah and mama is reading newspaper
and me-staring at this bullshit piece of technology called pc
ahhhhh i'm so bored
i got no one to talk to
damn
alaaaaahai ezza

thanx ah

thanx to my beloved twins
hakim and arinna=)
u guys rocks sangat sangat der
they blanje buka puasa kt tgi
to kakak suhaila,hang balik la cepat cepat naa

mengumpat dalam bulan puasa nie

subahanallah
haha
tadi lepas sahur
my bestfriend called me up
aha saje die ingat aku x bangun sahur lagi
haha derr aku dah bangun la
then cakap2 la
then skali terkeluaq la pasal si polan nie
omg sial!
kitaorang kutuk habis pasal die
sejam lebih tu on the phone
haha
aku tau aku perlu bawak banyak beristighfar haha
tapi entah la sebab susah nak dengar si polan nie kene kutuk haha
bukan la kutuk teruk sangat pun
benda betul la-pasal orang sekeliling si polan nie fikir pasal die
hahaha
pastu ade la jugak pasal politik la and friends
jyeah

tok abah still macam tu jugak
i'm waiting here dengan yana
it's clod here but i like it
totally!

damn terbaik

it is raining outside!
yippy yay yay!
it's a good time to sleep dawg!
cold and breezy!

OH ME GOSHH

omg i'm so excited!
fuckin excited!
i can't sleep
the clock shows 2.55 am
dayyuumm
u know,
i was trying all my clothes aha
just to get ready for something
something exciting:P
i can't wait i can't wait
cepat la sabtu cepat la sabtu
*GOODNYTE NIGGAS

what can you see

i love this picture damn much
everyday i'm trying to inteprete something from this picture
can you interprte something different?

i can barely close my eyes at night

yeah
last two nights i can barely sleep
my mind was set to sleep but i don't know what went wrong
maybe i was excited about something
or scared
or miss someone that i truly love
maybe about my future
maybe about something
maybe about that
maybe about this
maybe about i've done in this life
maybe just about EVERYTHING
well all these elements were mixed up in my head
causing me a headache
so my hand were searching for my med inside the locker
i took my med and still i cant sleep
i went to the bathroom
a few times and my dad began to stare at me aha
so i took this one book
Emotional Intelligence
i learned a lot from this book
it teaches me how to be patience
how to handle backstabber and such blablablabla
pffft
so after reading a few pages
ahhh finally i can sleep
but still not that 'tido mati' kindda sleep
and this happened again on the next day
at school,i was fuckin sleepy
but i pretended to be cool aha
ahhh lega now the two days are over
i can sleep normally now

I JUST WANNA SAY

I LOVE BAT FOR LASHES
U SHOULD TOTALLY CHECK HER OUT!
SHE'S SO UNNORMAL!
pretty sounded like:cosmic wonder,lynchian alter-egos and psychedelic
AND I LOIKE IT YOW:D
SHE SAID SHE GOT FUCKED UP OF EVERYONE THINKING SHE WAS THIS MYSTERICAL CREATURE THAT DRINKS UNICORNS TEARS FOR BREAKFAST
(i read her interview in dazed and confused magazine)
she's awesome to the infinity!
real name:Ms Khan
she really loves desert!

Hospital Ward

Hospital Pantai,Bangsar
tok abah is admitted here
damn the tumour in his head reappear again
so he had his operation
and after that he's unconcious until right now
maybe his antibody is very low
i held his hand just now
it was so cold
opah was so terrible
she can't stand seeing him like that
opah is also another problem
she's not that healthy
and her pain indicates when she saw tok abah
everybody in this ward is hoping praying hard
we all in the ward had our kurma adn yogurt for buka puasa
everybody didnt wanna leave the ward
i'm sleeping over here tonight with long yana
opah has no longer having her strength to see her husband unconcious
so i had to sacrifice to look after the old man tonight
i shall be back to kajang after sahur
i hope he will open his eyes soon.
INSYAALLAH

nightmare

I had a really tough week.only god knows the suffer that I faced.thank god I have my 2 great friends,both I called them my advisors.they had never fail to build up my strength back.i could barely know myself.the way I supposed to be,the way people treat me,the way I treat people.it’s all mixed up in my head bac then.my tears surround me at night.my heart started to ache badly.their words are still in my head-the words which makes me stronger.after talkin to them,i feel so calm,my tears ain’t comin back and I start living.living as a new person,new way of perspective.i thank god for having them in this life.at least I’m not that alone and the pain becomes less to keep.they showed me how people treat us in this life.even bestfriend could ditched us like garbage.they said something that I should regert all this while-it is all about trust.trusting the untrustable.i mean,I was blind.they woke me up.woke me up showing me how detestable can people be,although the person is our bestfriend or whatsoever.i was wrong all this while.fuckin wrong.i will never ever gonna remember u,anything about you.u were just acting back then.enough of all this.enough I tell u.i hope u’ll get the punishment.i know u will.and I hope u’ll get the worst nightmare in your life.i know karma will do it for me.and I just have to wait.your time will come

25 july

it has been 11 months sharing my love with you.the bond is still strong and i'm really glad i have u until today.i love you so much aizad halimi:DD

isnin hellooo:D

wah harini best gilaa
pn hasnah tak datang
mase english tak masuk kelas
perghhh memang best
tapi xbestnya kene pegi hantar all the prizes kt each class
dengan khusu
tangan macam nak patah
kaki apatah lagi
tapi its worth it sebab xmasuk kelas
legaaaaaaaa:D

haih tuiton
wah tadi tiba tiba si harvinth the so called genius wannabe was like wahh nice name
dekat aku
agak kembang jugaa bile die berkata begitu
hahaha

AIZAD HALIMI<3

i want you to know,
that i love you so much
knowing u in my life change me a lot
i love you all my heart
u make me feel different than others
hearing your voice calms me
you're the most patience husband
u've waited for me for a long time without discrimination
i'm the one who always make us get into a fight
i wish i could be like you
i don't wanna lose you in this life
this is how much i love you
loving u just another part of me
thinking about you just make me feels like you're besides me
my hand doesnt write all this
but my heart does it
i just want u to know how i feel towards you
and yaah i think i wrote enough
btw,
i love you sayangggg:D
i really do

amy sharani

HAPPY 14TH BDAYY:D
ILY:DDD

how does it feels?

when u start to trust and call her your bestest friend but she did not feel the same way.u get the news about her from a person that don't even close enough with her.how does it feels?HOW DOES IT FEELS?i thought wrong all this while

i'll never forget

back then,u had once told me that people change.well,u changed too.

written by dora syahirah hehe

okay sempena budak ezza nie punya birthday

i just wanted to write these for her to tell her that i always remember about her when she was a kiddo haha
ABOUT AN EZZA
okay lets start
hurmm
1-ezza dulu nakal.die selalu keluar rumah pagi pastu balik pukul 8 smpai mam die kunci pintu
2-ezza dulu selalu main kat longkang dengan saya zaris kamilla dan daus
3-ezza dulu mase darjah 5 die penah jadi tomboy
4-ezza dulu selalu lumba basikal and selalu kalahkan lelaki
5-mase ezza darjah 4,dahi die penah kene jahit sebab jatuh basikal
6-dekat ezza punya lutut banyak scars akibat jauth mase kecil(tengok kalau die pkai shorts haha)
7-ezza dulu suka pakai shorts dan baju besar haha sekarang pun die suke jugak
8-dulu mase ezza ade chicken pox die kene duduk diam dan mandi air beras lepas dh hilang haha
9-ezza dulu penah cari gaduh dengan a stranger tapi akhirnya die balik dan nangis haha
10-ezza dulu suka ajak saya makan aiskrim petang2
11-ezza dulu penah tidur luar rumah sebab die balik lambat
12-ezza dulu selalu dapat nombor corot dalam kelas haha
13-ezza dulu penolong ketua pengawas haha
14-dulu mase interview jadi ketua pengawas ezza menangis sebab taknak jadi haha padan muka die dapat jadi penolong je haha
15-ezza dulu tak kuat makan
16-ezza dulu rajin tapi bila makin besar makin malas

surveyy

Let's start with your name:
EZZA EZZATY OMAR MD SALLEH

Current Marital Status:
MARRIED GRR HAHAHA

What's your significant other's name?
ENTAH

Sex before marriage? Yes or No:
HELL NO

Are you a virgin?
YEAHH I AM

Who was your first?
FIRST WHAT?

Regret that?
BODO

Do you worry about the size of your boobs:
NO WORRIES AT ALL

Do you like the way you look?
SOMETIMES

Why or why not?
AKU PUNYA PASAL LAHH

Would you kill for chocolate?
NO I DON'T REALLY LOVE CHOCO

Do you have an eating disorder?
YEAH BACK IN FORM 2

Do you wish you were someone else?
NO I LOVE BEING ME AHA

Any crushes?
NOPE

Do you care how your butt looks in jeans?
MAMPUS AH AKU PEDULI APE

Do you always match?
UHH?

What do you think when you see people who don't match?
UGH LIKE I CARE

What's your favorite color?
GREENEY BABY

Who is your best friend?
NEJ KHUSU SHAZZ HAKIM AND HAMBALI <3

What's you favorite animal?
MOSQUITOES HAHAHA

When you are an adult where do you want to live?
OUTTERSPACE

Do you like the city or country better?
COUNTRY

Do you want to get married?
MAYBE HAHAHA

How old are you now?
GOING 16 OH YEAHH 16TH PARTY COMIN RIGHT UP!

When do you want to get married?
NEVER THINK OF THAT GAGAGA

Do you like children?
YEAHH VERY MUCH

Do you want children?
SOMEDAYYY

How many?
2 OR 3

Have you ever talked about marriage with someone?
YAA WITH MY BESTFRIENDS GEE I LOVE YOU GUYS

Think it will carry through?
INSYALLAH

What's your favorite drink?
TEH TARIK KAW KAW AND JUICES

What's your favorite food?
EXOTIC FOOD

Favorite kind of ice cream?
VANILLA

Fav. thing to do on a rainy day?
MAIN KEJAR KEJAR

How about a sunny day?
MAKAN ICE CREAM WOHOO

What about when you're sick?
WATCH TV AND SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP

What's the perfect date to you?
KANG AKU CAKAP SAMPAI ESOK TAK HABIS

Perfect guy?
AH IS PERFECT FOR ME ALREADYH

Perfect relationship?
WITH HIM YEAHH

Believe in love at first sight?
NO

Who calls you the most?
ALI!

Who do you call the most?
BFF

Currently lost respect for someone or something?
YES DIAM DIAM SUDAH

Who or what and why?
DIAM JE AH

Have regrets?
HELL NO

hari guru 09

K. SUGANNEYA
HAWATUL IDAYU
VANESSA ONG
PIRVINSHA
SANDHYA
MIKELLA
LOW YING BIING
YONG SUK TEEN
NUR FARIHA
AZWA MALIZA
KETUA-KETUA ACARA PERSEMBAHAN
GAMES PERTICIPANTS
PN NIRMALA
EXCO'S 08/09
you guys thanx because all of us had did a great job during the teacher's day cermony held in pavillion
thank you for coperating with me and my ajk's
sorry if i was a lil clumsy and hot temperred that day
but u guys are the best!
it;s nice to work with yáll!

tha day i lost my hair

okayy here's the thangg
i've lose my precious grand hair officially on the 22nd of may 09
:C
come back please rambut
aku menyesal je pegi straigthen
WTF!
mommy yg nak sangat aku buat sebab dah tak tahan tengok rmbut aku serabai
hahaha aku mane rajin sikat rambut
so kenelah padahnyaa
so i went o the saloon alone,all by myself
mommy kerja and patutnya nisha temankan tapi die ade epebenda tah kt sekolah
so aku kenea g sekolah
aku berdiri kt luar saloon tuu hampir 1/2 hour kot
nk decide whether nk buat ke tak
then terjumpe dgn ariff hilmy!
jyeahhhh
then borak2 kejap then baru ah g masuk
bile masuk perghh beribu orangg
hahahaha
then i went to ask this tauke amoyy nie
muke bapak poyo benci aku
then die tanya aku nk buat temporary ke permanent
so aku cakap ah PERMANENT
dayyummm i shouldnt say that man
then die kata rm160
aku cam WHATTTT?
mahal gilak
pastu aku kuar then aku fikir fikir pastu cll suraya sume
then aku pun cam gain semangat then aku just pegi je ah buat
bapak lama panas buntut akuu
so inilah hari yg aku hilang rambut aku
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

right now

you don;t know how it feels

as you wish

Don't talk, don't say a thing
Cause your eyes they tell me more than your words
Don't go, don't leave me now
Cause they say the best way out is through
And I am short on words knowing what's occurred
She begins to leave because of me
Her bag is now much heavier
I wish that I could carry her
But this is our ungodly hour
I know you're leaving now
Cause I held on to my way tightly
Stay still until you know
Tomorrow finds the best way out is through

coldest night

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fineI listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours
You heeled these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only hero in my life
The day news came my best friend is leaving
My knees went week and you hear me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such I know
I don't fit in that much
But u truly makes me that i'm yours

seperti biasa selepas bangun tidur aku berdiri depan chermin dalam bilik air,aku berikar dengan diri aku supaya aku tak lagi rapat dengan sesiapa.pengajaran untuk diri aku.aku tak mahu lagi menyakitkan hati sesiapa lagi.mungkin aku terima kenyataan bahawa satu hari kita sebagai seorang manusia terpaksa menempuh dunia ni seorang diri dan ya aku sedang melaluinya dengan sepi dan redha.bagi aku sekarang tiada lagi gelak ketawa bersama-sama suka duka dulu mula dipinggirkan.setiap hari berubah.aku lebih menyendiri dan hanya memerhatikan dari jauh kebahagiaan yang dulu aku kecapi.bagi aku kebahagiaan pada harini mungkin aku dapat merasainya dengan hanya melihat kerana segalanya sudahpun berubah.perasaan aku dari hari itu tidak pernah berubah.hanya raut wajah dan percakapan membuatkan aku jadi seperti dahulu.setiap malam siapa tahu akan diriku.setiap hari aku berdoa agar segalanya akan jadi seperti dahulu.setiap hari aku menanti doa itu dimakbulkan.aku sudah mula putus asa.tiada lagi doa untuk kebahagiaan aku.hanya untuk org yg dicintai dan disayangi.kegembiraan aku sudahpun terbatas sekarang.segala-galanya berubah sekelip mata.kedudukan kita dimata seseorang yg kita sayang mula kabur.talipon tidak lagi berdering seperti dahulu.tiada siapa yang mahu meluahkan segala masalah atau kegembiraan seperti dahulu.tiada lagi bergosip tentang kenalan.rendah sudah di kawan teratas.tiada lagi.sudah tiada.lesap sekelip mata.inilah akibatnya apabila seseorang itu hanya memikirkan diri sendiri dn egois.laghnad aku simpulkan.aku tak tahu samada aku boleh menerima segala galanya yg berlaku kini atau tidak tetapi aku mula merasakan untuk melakukan benda yang bodoh dan luar dari pemikiran.perkara ini mengganggu kehidupan aku.setiap saat aku tak alpa fikirkan hal ini.tak pernah sesaat.mengalir juga kalau mengingati segalanya.yaa semua ini salah aku.aku hancurkan segalanya.jadi mungkin ini balasannya.lalui setiap hari aku dengan perasaan yg lebih kepada perasaan palsu dan hanya mahu megisi kedatangan.mungkin inilah akhir aku

curse you bleeders

muistaa tämä asia
se soittaa karma.what 's tapahtuu minulle nyt tulee varmasti sama asia tapahtuu u on future.how u kohdella minua ja others.u "ll saada rest.i rukoile moree.u kaverit ovat tehneet elämästäni kurjaa. todella sekaisin up.i edes ajatella suciding tai kaappaus minun koulusta alkaen school.because teidän verinen actions.is tämä tapa besfriends toimia? takaisin stabbing.conquering muiden mielin ja sielunsa vihata ja condemn.when olemassa ongelma vain sylkäistä sitä personally.we ei tarvitse olla niin kuin angelic mutta totuus on, olemme devils.bestfriends tulee pysyä yhdessä riippumatta.ymmärtäminen on osa it.selfish ovat fuckas.how tehdä että yhden ihmiset ymmärtävät 5 muut ihmiset? hullu hullu talk.everyday tämän verisen typerä asia puhaltaa pois minun rauhanomaisen Piece of Mind, minun onnea ja minun jokapäiväiseen life.i että yhden päivä u'll Get yours yksi day.even huonompi kuin me.one päivänä Jumala näyttää ja miltä tuntuu olla minun position.i rukoile paras u kaikki

does LION roars?

omahgahh finally man!

my paklong has been keeping this pics since last years

aiyoo paklonggg hahahah

okayy so yeahh as u can see

all these mankind in the pics are my step family and cousins

poor thing all my gayers are not in the pic

bloody amerr belum kasi gamba lagi so

WHO CARES niggah!

hahaha huraaaawwhhh

yeahh it's been 7 years aku tak balik

then one day my cousin told me that my opahh was sick

yeahh so ape lagi ambil kesempatan untuk mambeli dan mambelah kredit kad yg telah diberi hahahaha

yeahh kakak suhailaku i miss you kakak

i always ask her to come down to kl but but biasalah workaholic siut

yeahh fuyohh die dah nak kahwin hahaha

yeahh it's been ages tak jumpe dia

everything change

the people

the house

the emotion

the happiness

the scenery

well i have to accept it

haha biasalahhh lumrah alam kan

tidak mengapa aku redha

but still hanan amerr and izatt

i always sejantung dgn u guys bebehs

hahaha

webcaming la gi tengok belly dancers la haha

well it was fun that whole week'

so the day end up dengan opah menangis

she won't let me go back home

so i stayed day about 3 moree days

and yeah gua tawaf pasir ris der

sorang2 der

hahaha

yeahhhhhhhhh

so the last day biasalah opah nangis lagi

tapi apa kan daya

she has to be strong

tok sham calmed her

thank godd

kalau tak habislahhhhh

so i could say that the whole week when i was there was not like i pictured it to be tapi kita hanya manusia yang hanya mampu merancang hidup dan Allah yg maha esa yg menentukan segalanya dan perubahan boleh berlaku ke atas sesiapa sahaja pada bila-bila masa so we have to open our heart to face that not everybody is like that forever although we don't like their cahnges:D

boredom dom dom dom

hello.my name is ezza.i have short hair.my hair frizz bloodyly.i don't like my hair that much.i'm not tall.but can lah tall tall also.i love to eat.i have a flabby tummy.and i'm lovin it yeahhhhhh.so what if u have six packs?my face shows 100% don't care attitude.i love to talk.i'm very FRAGILE.easily cry when someone's hurting me deeply.í have temper control problem.but now i'm learning to handle it.and i think there is an inprovement.i love babies:D and i hope one day when i get married ihave cute baby/babies and live happily ever after just like in the fairytale.i suck in doing homewroks.i hate them.i love schooling.it's a place for me to have fun and learn to be a better person.i love my bear.it has been with me since i was 3 years old.i've never named it because i'm very busy haha.i don't really like blogging but sometimes i do need it to release the stress and tensionisme

home-woke sick

i supposed to finish up pn hasnah's karangan on'peranan ibubapa dalam menentukan kekeluargaan yang cemerlang'
pffft i'm so bloody malas
i should handed it to her by khamis(last week)
and and i was goggling the isi's
but i ponteng sekolah haha aku kan pelajar terbaik
i'm so malas to write and to think
haha bodoh aku nie
naseb baek jugak lah aku x datang sekolah on thursday.
bukannya belajaq account pun
buang mase aku je datang hahaha
damn
homework aku banyak lagi terbengkalai such assssss:
acc,add maths,add maths(tuiton),bio,english
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh malas siuttttt!
pengajaran untuk hari ini:janganlah contohi akhlak aku kerna sesungguhnya ia boleh mendatangkan kemudaratan dan kemalasan yang mugkin amat dikesali.sekian,

whadda ball man

yeah yeahh
last night i came home at 3 am in the morningg
whatta dayy man
penat nak meninggal
hahahaha
i went to athinahapan's hall to play badminton
tung tang tung tang thengok dh pkul 2
perghhhh
so fast ahhh the time tick tocking
damn i still can't beat hakim
hambali aku dah bantai habis habis
haha menangis beliau
my paklong?perghh lagilah susah nak dikalahkan
hahahaha damn i hate himmmm
nabil and his fascinating words weh lawa bola tu pukul2
hahaha bodoh
habis tu bola tak lawar kau tak pukul ah?
kalah ah kau
oh man saket pinggang aku
balik terus tidoq dengan baju yg sweatyyy and with the delightful smell
hahaha yeahhh thank god my leg didnt cramp or whatsoevahh
its hard to explain the actual feeling of mine that night
i was like happy then moody
then happy again
like damn
the boys were fucking in my face man
damn
it's hard to tell
those 2 days were my nightmares and i thought that i was gonna loose this particular creature
but i put aside the feeling and sticked my head into the game
ohhh yahh i'm feeling better
but still the sorethroat is still driving me crazeh

it hurts

don't promised anything if u tend to break your promises

pembisuan

shattap and stare

i'm feeling better

i loike!

Ahhhhh haha I was wondering what am I goin to do after this and poop! this words are born yeah I’m having fever right now haha maybe because of the pembubaran dewan rakyat negeri perak haha damn aku dah tak jadi menteri.aku baru ingat nak gile kuasa lagi haha please allow me to crap.i’m so bloody boring.so, the greatest days in my life is on Monday and saturdayy.hahaha u know why?cause I get to see khursia’s husband,MR PHOON hahahahahaha yeahhh he makes physics and add maths bloody easier than I thought.lets start with mooondayy ey.ok basicly it’s yu hua and bloody highschools students and of course the convents.lets see,so its me,khursia,nisha,soomin,Cassandra,candu,jane,mohana,shaleen si berbulu hahaha syasha’s number 1 enemy hahahaha then ade lah lagi dua tiga orang haha and damn,khursia second boyfriend,lavindra hahahaha but he’s in highschool deyyy hahaha kusu minat sgt kat die nie hahahahahahaha talking about mr phoon.oh god,the class is closer to hell haha kidding haha he likes to punch the whiteboard,waking all the sleepy students yeah totally works and he will say,ouchwww haha ingat tough sgt tadi haha then he likes to do tai chi la sing all the mandarin songs la haha and tells all the herbal medication haha ade one time tu die kata die ade asthma then die kata mak die rebus cockroach then air tu die minum dan hilanglah segala asthma beliau haha cool ey?ten pasal kelawar la buat sup so that kencing manis hilang la bla bla blabla gross but cool hahah outrageously coollllll hahaha.on Saturday a bit like boring ah cause I only have yen cing and the non-stop-talking hsin yii but sometimes I just ignore her haha biar die ckap sorang sorang.puas hati aku hahahaha yencing always tapau mcdonald for me!hahahaha I love you yencing haha she tapau for me French fries la nuggets la haha great!bertambah gendut la aku haha I even brought ice cream when hes teaching hahaha padan muke budak yu hua sebelah aku tengok je aku makan ice cream haha then I saw her buying ice cream after class hahaha pity her hahahahahaha and the most important thing about mr phoon is,he doesn’t sucks eggs hahahaha I GUESSSS hahaha oh well the point is he really helps me in physics and add maths haha vote for mr phoon for menteri permatang pauh ahahahahahahaha aku suke tulis rojak rojak cmnie.dah memang dalam darah aku jadi kalau kau tak ske baca,kau blah hahaha.peace out derr

tak tau camane nak habaq

damn.taktau aku camane nak cakap
i'm so regret
you know why?
aha sebab aku dtg kawad harinie
the scenery is not like before
mase time 2007
all the ajk's were so berwibawa
but now?
HAMPEHH termasuk lah aku hahaha maen je lebih hahahahah
hahaha sarjan yang lintang pukang
hahahaha
menyesal aku bertegang dgn mama
bodoh bodoh bahalul haha baik aku duduk rumah sihatkan badan
nie bertambah demam aku ade lah
damn damn kawad this year tak best
i don't feel the keseronokan lagi like in 2007
oh damn
i feel like quitting
FREEEEZEEEE man
haha bodoh la aku dh la takcukup orang
lagi nak quit haha for sure teacher won't let me go
kang tak pasal2 kene jerit dgn pn. fauziah
wahhhh terbaek punyeeeeee
hahahaha one moree thing
haha harini aku mencari pasal
aku minum milo ais 2 kali lagi
hahah mama dh warning,"don't even touch cold drinks"
sorry ma,i just can't stand it
it was so bloody hot
omg and i think i'm gonna be sick again
baru je nak baek pastu minum air batu
memang bagus lah aku
hahahahah
khursia pun tak marah td so aku pun ape lagi,enjoyyyyyy!
hahahahahahahahaha
haha then tadi punyelah bodoh aku tertinggal barang kt sekolah
perghh i ran to school again to get my pencilbox and my add maths note book
hahaha masetu dh nk pkul 12.30 dah
damn naseb baek hsin yii dah chop tempat
fiyoooh legahhhhhhh
hahaha so aku pun dengan termengah-mengah masuk kelas
ahhhhhhh sejuk sikit then duduk diam2 belajaq la add maths
wahhhhh dalam kelas boley dengar pon pin pon bunyi kereta kt luar
ye la kan dh nak thaipusam tu yg macam huru hara tu

SO HAPPY THAIPUSAM TO ALL HINDUS
OH YEAHHH CUTI CUTI
GEMBIRA RASA HATI BOLE BANGUN LAMBAT
=)

in the name of eeo

ellow mateys:D
well i'm so called ezza slash an ezza ezzaty omar salleh yeah
15 goin'16
haha still a long way to go
gahhhh maybe?
muahaha
i'm suffering from the bloody science acc class
add maths is the killing one hahaha
yeah and yeah
i think i'm done here
haha FOR NOW
maybe or maybe not
i write depends on my RAJINNESS AND TYME