nightmare

I had a really tough week.only god knows the suffer that I faced.thank god I have my 2 great friends,both I called them my advisors.they had never fail to build up my strength back.i could barely know myself.the way I supposed to be,the way people treat me,the way I treat people.it’s all mixed up in my head bac then.my tears surround me at night.my heart started to ache badly.their words are still in my head-the words which makes me stronger.after talkin to them,i feel so calm,my tears ain’t comin back and I start living.living as a new person,new way of perspective.i thank god for having them in this life.at least I’m not that alone and the pain becomes less to keep.they showed me how people treat us in this life.even bestfriend could ditched us like garbage.they said something that I should regert all this while-it is all about trust.trusting the untrustable.i mean,I was blind.they woke me up.woke me up showing me how detestable can people be,although the person is our bestfriend or whatsoever.i was wrong all this while.fuckin wrong.i will never ever gonna remember u,anything about you.u were just acting back then.enough of all this.enough I tell u.i hope u’ll get the punishment.i know u will.and I hope u’ll get the worst nightmare in your life.i know karma will do it for me.and I just have to wait.your time will come