have u ever

feel how it's like when the people that we truly love take us for granted and just hurt you just because they know that we love them a lot?

I CAN'T

i can't write anymore
i can't interprete how i feel
the feelings keep disappearing each time i thought of writing
keeping inside kills me A LOT
butwhen i tend ot tell people how i feel,they just jump into another subject
no one really knows how i felt inside
day by day i distance myself away from people
i wanna be in my own comfort zone
this is not my life
i'm just in a nightmare

i don't know
i dont' dream about you anymore in my sleep
i was trying to search for you
but u wasn't there
u seem to disappear lately
all the important memories and days that we create aren't there in my thoughts
i don't know why
i'm forgetting all the plans and promises that u've made
i don't think they'll come true
i dont know i just dont know