Saturday, September 5, 2009

mengumpat dalam bulan puasa nie

subahanallah
haha
tadi lepas sahur
my bestfriend called me up
aha saje die ingat aku x bangun sahur lagi
haha derr aku dah bangun la
then cakap2 la
then skali terkeluaq la pasal si polan nie
omg sial!
kitaorang kutuk habis pasal die
sejam lebih tu on the phone
haha
aku tau aku perlu bawak banyak beristighfar haha
tapi entah la sebab susah nak dengar si polan nie kene kutuk haha
bukan la kutuk teruk sangat pun
benda betul la-pasal orang sekeliling si polan nie fikir pasal die
hahaha
pastu ade la jugak pasal politik la and friends
jyeah

tok abah still macam tu jugak
i'm waiting here dengan yana
it's clod here but i like it
totally!

damn terbaik

it is raining outside!
yippy yay yay!
it's a good time to sleep dawg!
cold and breezy!

OH ME GOSHH

omg i'm so excited!
fuckin excited!
i can't sleep
the clock shows 2.55 am
dayyuumm
u know,
i was trying all my clothes aha
just to get ready for something
something exciting:P
i can't wait i can't wait
cepat la sabtu cepat la sabtu
*GOODNYTE NIGGAS

what can you see




i love this picture damn much
everyday i'm trying to inteprete something from this picture
can you interprte something different?

i can barely close my eyes at night

yeah
last two nights i can barely sleep
my mind was set to sleep but i don't know what went wrong
maybe i was excited about something
or scared
or miss someone that i truly love
maybe about my future
maybe about something
maybe about that
maybe about this
maybe about i've done in this life
maybe just about EVERYTHING
well all these elements were mixed up in my head
causing me a headache
so my hand were searching for my med inside the locker
i took my med and still i cant sleep
i went to the bathroom
a few times and my dad began to stare at me aha
so i took this one book
Emotional Intelligence
i learned a lot from this book
it teaches me how to be patience
how to handle backstabber and such blablablabla
pffft
so after reading a few pages
ahhh finally i can sleep
but still not that 'tido mati' kindda sleep
and this happened again on the next day
at school,i was fuckin sleepy
but i pretended to be cool aha
ahhh lega now the two days are over
i can sleep normally now

I JUST WANNA SAY

I LOVE BAT FOR LASHES
U SHOULD TOTALLY CHECK HER OUT!
SHE'S SO UNNORMAL!
pretty sounded like:cosmic wonder,lynchian alter-egos and psychedelic
AND I LOIKE IT YOW:D
SHE SAID SHE GOT FUCKED UP OF EVERYONE THINKING SHE WAS THIS MYSTERICAL CREATURE THAT DRINKS UNICORNS TEARS FOR BREAKFAST
(i read her interview in dazed and confused magazine)
she's awesome to the infinity!
real name:Ms Khan
she really loves desert!

Hospital Ward

Hospital Pantai,Bangsar
tok abah is admitted here
damn the tumour in his head reappear again
so he had his operation
and after that he's unconcious until right now
maybe his antibody is very low
i held his hand just now
it was so cold
opah was so terrible
she can't stand seeing him like that
opah is also another problem
she's not that healthy
and her pain indicates when she saw tok abah
everybody in this ward is hoping praying hard
we all in the ward had our kurma adn yogurt for buka puasa
everybody didnt wanna leave the ward
i'm sleeping over here tonight with long yana
opah has no longer having her strength to see her husband unconcious
so i had to sacrifice to look after the old man tonight
i shall be back to kajang after sahur
i hope he will open his eyes soon.
INSYAALLAH