as you wish

Don't talk, don't say a thing
Cause your eyes they tell me more than your words
Don't go, don't leave me now
Cause they say the best way out is through
And I am short on words knowing what's occurred
She begins to leave because of me
Her bag is now much heavier
I wish that I could carry her
But this is our ungodly hour
I know you're leaving now
Cause I held on to my way tightly
Stay still until you know
Tomorrow finds the best way out is through

coldest night

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fineI listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours
You heeled these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only hero in my life
The day news came my best friend is leaving
My knees went week and you hear me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such I know
I don't fit in that much
But u truly makes me that i'm yours

seperti biasa selepas bangun tidur aku berdiri depan chermin dalam bilik air,aku berikar dengan diri aku supaya aku tak lagi rapat dengan sesiapa.pengajaran untuk diri aku.aku tak mahu lagi menyakitkan hati sesiapa lagi.mungkin aku terima kenyataan bahawa satu hari kita sebagai seorang manusia terpaksa menempuh dunia ni seorang diri dan ya aku sedang melaluinya dengan sepi dan redha.bagi aku sekarang tiada lagi gelak ketawa bersama-sama suka duka dulu mula dipinggirkan.setiap hari berubah.aku lebih menyendiri dan hanya memerhatikan dari jauh kebahagiaan yang dulu aku kecapi.bagi aku kebahagiaan pada harini mungkin aku dapat merasainya dengan hanya melihat kerana segalanya sudahpun berubah.perasaan aku dari hari itu tidak pernah berubah.hanya raut wajah dan percakapan membuatkan aku jadi seperti dahulu.setiap malam siapa tahu akan diriku.setiap hari aku berdoa agar segalanya akan jadi seperti dahulu.setiap hari aku menanti doa itu dimakbulkan.aku sudah mula putus asa.tiada lagi doa untuk kebahagiaan aku.hanya untuk org yg dicintai dan disayangi.kegembiraan aku sudahpun terbatas sekarang.segala-galanya berubah sekelip mata.kedudukan kita dimata seseorang yg kita sayang mula kabur.talipon tidak lagi berdering seperti dahulu.tiada siapa yang mahu meluahkan segala masalah atau kegembiraan seperti dahulu.tiada lagi bergosip tentang kenalan.rendah sudah di kawan teratas.tiada lagi.sudah tiada.lesap sekelip mata.inilah akibatnya apabila seseorang itu hanya memikirkan diri sendiri dn egois.laghnad aku simpulkan.aku tak tahu samada aku boleh menerima segala galanya yg berlaku kini atau tidak tetapi aku mula merasakan untuk melakukan benda yang bodoh dan luar dari pemikiran.perkara ini mengganggu kehidupan aku.setiap saat aku tak alpa fikirkan hal ini.tak pernah sesaat.mengalir juga kalau mengingati segalanya.yaa semua ini salah aku.aku hancurkan segalanya.jadi mungkin ini balasannya.lalui setiap hari aku dengan perasaan yg lebih kepada perasaan palsu dan hanya mahu megisi kedatangan.mungkin inilah akhir aku

curse you bleeders

muistaa tämä asia
se soittaa karma.what 's tapahtuu minulle nyt tulee varmasti sama asia tapahtuu u on future.how u kohdella minua ja others.u "ll saada rest.i rukoile moree.u kaverit ovat tehneet elämästäni kurjaa. todella sekaisin up.i edes ajatella suciding tai kaappaus minun koulusta alkaen school.because teidän verinen actions.is tämä tapa besfriends toimia? takaisin stabbing.conquering muiden mielin ja sielunsa vihata ja condemn.when olemassa ongelma vain sylkäistä sitä personally.we ei tarvitse olla niin kuin angelic mutta totuus on, olemme devils.bestfriends tulee pysyä yhdessä riippumatta.ymmärtäminen on osa it.selfish ovat fuckas.how tehdä että yhden ihmiset ymmärtävät 5 muut ihmiset? hullu hullu talk.everyday tämän verisen typerä asia puhaltaa pois minun rauhanomaisen Piece of Mind, minun onnea ja minun jokapäiväiseen life.i että yhden päivä u'll Get yours yksi day.even huonompi kuin me.one päivänä Jumala näyttää ja miltä tuntuu olla minun position.i rukoile paras u kaikki

does LION roars?

omahgahh finally man!

my paklong has been keeping this pics since last years

aiyoo paklonggg hahahah

okayy so yeahh as u can see

all these mankind in the pics are my step family and cousins

poor thing all my gayers are not in the pic

bloody amerr belum kasi gamba lagi so

WHO CARES niggah!

hahaha huraaaawwhhh

yeahh it's been 7 years aku tak balik

then one day my cousin told me that my opahh was sick

yeahh so ape lagi ambil kesempatan untuk mambeli dan mambelah kredit kad yg telah diberi hahahaha

yeahh kakak suhailaku i miss you kakak

i always ask her to come down to kl but but biasalah workaholic siut

yeahh fuyohh die dah nak kahwin hahaha

yeahh it's been ages tak jumpe dia

everything change

the people

the house

the emotion

the happiness

the scenery

well i have to accept it

haha biasalahhh lumrah alam kan

tidak mengapa aku redha

but still hanan amerr and izatt

i always sejantung dgn u guys bebehs

hahaha

webcaming la gi tengok belly dancers la haha

well it was fun that whole week'

so the day end up dengan opah menangis

she won't let me go back home

so i stayed day about 3 moree days

and yeah gua tawaf pasir ris der

sorang2 der

hahaha

yeahhhhhhhhh

so the last day biasalah opah nangis lagi

tapi apa kan daya

she has to be strong

tok sham calmed her

thank godd

kalau tak habislahhhhh

so i could say that the whole week when i was there was not like i pictured it to be tapi kita hanya manusia yang hanya mampu merancang hidup dan Allah yg maha esa yg menentukan segalanya dan perubahan boleh berlaku ke atas sesiapa sahaja pada bila-bila masa so we have to open our heart to face that not everybody is like that forever although we don't like their cahnges:D

boredom dom dom dom

hello.my name is ezza.i have short hair.my hair frizz bloodyly.i don't like my hair that much.i'm not tall.but can lah tall tall also.i love to eat.i have a flabby tummy.and i'm lovin it yeahhhhhh.so what if u have six packs?my face shows 100% don't care attitude.i love to talk.i'm very FRAGILE.easily cry when someone's hurting me deeply.í have temper control problem.but now i'm learning to handle it.and i think there is an inprovement.i love babies:D and i hope one day when i get married ihave cute baby/babies and live happily ever after just like in the fairytale.i suck in doing homewroks.i hate them.i love schooling.it's a place for me to have fun and learn to be a better person.i love my bear.it has been with me since i was 3 years old.i've never named it because i'm very busy haha.i don't really like blogging but sometimes i do need it to release the stress and tensionisme

home-woke sick

i supposed to finish up pn hasnah's karangan on'peranan ibubapa dalam menentukan kekeluargaan yang cemerlang'
pffft i'm so bloody malas
i should handed it to her by khamis(last week)
and and i was goggling the isi's
but i ponteng sekolah haha aku kan pelajar terbaik
i'm so malas to write and to think
haha bodoh aku nie
naseb baek jugak lah aku x datang sekolah on thursday.
bukannya belajaq account pun
buang mase aku je datang hahaha
damn
homework aku banyak lagi terbengkalai such assssss:
acc,add maths,add maths(tuiton),bio,english
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh malas siuttttt!
pengajaran untuk hari ini:janganlah contohi akhlak aku kerna sesungguhnya ia boleh mendatangkan kemudaratan dan kemalasan yang mugkin amat dikesali.sekian,